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Cope

by Months & Years

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1.
Discord 01:25
I’m more bitter now than I have ever been Yet it means absolutely nothing at all And with the loss of my last thread of innocence I see that life isn’t what I thought it would be I’m stuck here in a constant state of hating myself Through these months and years I’ve watched people around me deteriorate Slowly falling apart I’m losing my balance I don’t have much faith But I had faith in this
2.
I’ll wander alone under these unending streetlights And dwell on the mistakes that I’ve made And I’ll wonder about my future Where I’m supposed to be and where I’ll end up The weight of my thoughts, yeah they’d sink a weaker man And I’ll force myself to feel just about anything Because nothing’s felt real in a long time Days and nights pass on, so devoid of meaning As my sense of longing slowly starts to fade I will wonder, here in this disturbing clarity If I’m growing older or just more defeated And I’ll force myself to feel just about anything Because nothing’s felt real in a long time Despite my fears I will stand right here and soak it all in The past I’ve had, this life I’ve lived
3.
We just wade through consciousness in hopes that we can re-live a feeling A sense of comfort that our lives aren’t just passing by under our feet (Over time this life has grown pale) Over time this life has grown pale and dull in front of me And I’m fighting a daily battle that I know that I can’t win We’re all just stuck here clinging to fleeting moments And I know that mine are stuck in the past I can hardly remember a time when my smile meant anything more than a social expectation And I make every effort to keep my composure as numb as I’ve become I’m stuck here longing in desperation for something, for anything There used to be passion in this voice but now it barely resonates We’re all just stuck here clinging to fleeting moments And I know that mine are stuck in the past And I’ll just waste my life trying to re-live something That meant so much to me, that made me feel alive I’ve grown content with feeling hollow, and I know I’m not alone I’ve embraced this is who I am, and I’ll find solace in being honest In being honest, honest with myself
4.
Hollows 05:21
Fan blades spin ceaselessly Forming circles; patterns over me As I lay beneath in silence In this precious solitude But I can’t rest my racing mind With demons haunting my sleep And it all looms down over me I rest my mind And fade away As I escape into my head And long to be a world away A world away Is this anything at all? I ponder in these quiet moments When I’m longing for some kind of rest And my bed grows more comfortable than I’ve come to believe I’m drifting in and out hour after hour I rest my mind And fade away As I escape into my head And long to be a world away A world away It looms down over me A burden that I alone will bear This is where I’ll be when two worlds collide This is where I’ll be, endlessly, endlessly It’s hopeless for me when two worlds collide, for me, for me, for me

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released July 16, 2014

Produced, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Anton DeLost at Lost Recording in London, ON.

Photograph by Stephanie Mill.

Logo by Danielle Hamelin and Kelly Lemme.

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